Hi kidlettes.
As you may or may not know, I was laid off from work about a month and a half ago. There's not much out there right now in my field or in my salary range, but keep your fingers crossed that something comes up soon.
Meanwhile, I've been feeling pretty lousy as of late. (If you're not interested in reading my griping and whinging, please skip ahead to the *** now).
About two weeks ago, I caught some sort of bug that left me with a very mild sore throat (mostly when I swallowed) and that burning eyes feeling one has when one is ill. That lingered for about a week and then turned into something of a sinus headache and hung around for another week. I do think I'm past the worst of it all in that department and am almost back to 'normal' as far as this particular ailment goes.
On top if that, I had a panic attack whilst on the way to a Jerry's Basement show. Luckilly it was quite near Mama & Papa 'Shot's place, so I detoured there and waited for the worst of it to pass. Quite scary stuff! I haven't had a full-on panic attack in ages and it knocked me for a loop.
So these days, I've been feeling on edge almost all the time. If I get engrossed in something and am not moving about too much, I can just about distract myself from it. But when I can't, I have trouble focusing/concentrating and I think I may be going crazy. It's not a happy time for ol' uncle Rimshot.
I know this sounds like a big "Woe is me", and I'm sorry for that. I just don't know what to do anymore.
Anyway...
*** Happy Easter everyone. I hope yours was a great one filled with family, friends, good food and good times.
Easter 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
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a panic attack. . .
. . .poor poor you
thank goodness you had M&P Shot to go to
things are rather similar this end, altho I do have some meds to take to subdue the panic and anxiety when it rises
hugs dear friend, try and bear with it - things will improve
((((((((((((shot)))))))))))
XXX
Something in the air--or so it would seem. *sigh*
I'm genuinely sorry, shot--none of that sounds like a good time. And it sorely sounds like a good time would be a good thing for you.
I do hope you get to physically feeling better--that just adds to the emotional uckiness of the circumstances, this I know. And panic attacks--suck.
I'll say prayers and send positive thoughts. I know that seems small, but good things come from the simple, yaknow.
<-- knows this well.
((((((((((( Shot ))))))))))
I know this too shall pass--it just ain't no fun while you're in the middle of the muck and mire.
*sending prayers and positive thoughts*
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